Monday blues.

I get it every week lol but anyway today is not a so-bad monday.
I've gotten my C#.NET cert for its completion, I've taken my JLPT4 yesterday, and I've applied for a debit card from my bank just now (so excited! can't wait for the card to arrive lol).

I'm still stressed about work. But well, what to do about it. Work is work. And I promised myself I'm gonna hang in there until at least january or february next year.

Few minutes ago, when I was thinking about my debit card, I realized how over the years, I'm becoming more of a person who would take the first step, take more risks.

I'm not the kind of person people would say 'brave', or 'outgoing', or 'open'. And 'challenger' is definitely not applicable to me. In fact, when I asked 10 people to use 1 word to describe me, 7 of them used the exact same word 'mysterious'

I tend to keep to myself, and because I don't really dare to face new people, I usually think 100 times before I do something new. But over the years, I've becoming more at ease with myself, and able to summon the necessary amount of courage to sign up for activities or to do things that I like.

For example: signed up for gym, japanese course, computer course, overseas trip with my friend, ....(as in many more), today's debit card.
For most of you, what I did was just an everyday life for you. But for me, those things took mental courage and self-confidence to make me able to go for those things alone. And I'm sooo grateful for it. Because of it, I currently have many things that I love in my life, and the things like gym and japanese lesson have become my every-week pleasure time :D

My friend once told me that she wanted to go to gym, but she's not the kind of person who can go to a new activity by herself. What I didn't tell her was that I was, too, that kind of person :roll:

And currently, I am now used to the idea of just 'go-for-it' and I have soooo many plans I want to carry out or achieve within the next year.

Can't wait :D